9/11

     I've always heard people sayijg different things and all the people that had died then. I just dont understand why it was such a big deal? I understand all the people that died because of it and they killed people. 

     I just don't understand why it was such a big deal about the trad centers and everything. we spend SO much money we could have just rebuilt them. Im not sayijg at all it wasnt a big about 3,000 people died but I just don't have the full view of it probably.

Break up letter.

Dear Brandon,

        I really enjoy spending time with you and having your around. There are so many good things about you that make you, you and i love them. I know we have our good times but there is more bad than good when it comes down too it. It's hard going everyday thinking about doing or saying the rigt thing with you blowing up or getting mad at me. 

       I know we have been together for a little over a year now, but things keep going the same. You say I have most todo with us fighting and all but when it comes down too it you do too. It's pretty much 50, 50. We both have anger isuses and it doesn't help to put two and two together its like fire and gas oline.

       I know we said we want too be together like your parents have for the lomg run and be out of high school together. I just don't see it happening that way. I will always care for you and love you but i think it's time for us too move on and maybe sometime down the road be friends. I hope you can find someone who you can fit your needs. I wish you the best of luck.

              Xoxo

                Briana <3

How i can make a difference!

I can make a difference in how i make my mom feel about her life and they way things are going. She's going through a lot at the moment and i know its not easy for her at all. I hate knowing shes upset. I know she is a very strong woman and has raised me and my sister all of our lives pretty much 100% alone. Shes my hero and my bestfriend. I really hope she can get throw this marriage even though he's moved out and everything hopefully she can live too see the better things in life now. I will always be there too help her through it. i love you mom.

David Parnell - Facing The Dragon

              I thought that David Parnell's presentation was amazing. It was amazing how someone that has been through so much can share there storie like he has and isnt ashamed about it. I'm not saying he should be because what happened too him was amazingly a merical. He has went through so very much in his life, yes it was his fault by choosing too do the wrong but it is amazing how he doesn't have balme for anyone besides himself. I look at this guy and see something amazing in this world. My dad for explain is a drug addiact and told me he always will be. I took that as maybe people can't change that but now David Parnell has changed a lot of my thinking about the way people with drug addications are. It really is amazing how he has changed his life. I just hope one day my dad would be this strong of a guy but people who want to be on drugs die from them and/or end up dying in prison. David Parnell has tought me a lot more about this kind of stuff. His presentation was moving too me.

Too that speical person

I always blow up on my boyfriend. I hate when he looks at other girls in that way. He knows it makes me very very mad. but he does it anyways, he tells me he won't then he does.. How I did handle it was yelling at him and breaking up with him all the time. Now how i handle things is well how you would say " Don't sweat the small stuff " is just not caring as much. I know guys will be guys and do those things girls also, but the thing was that I wasn't getting that he is mine and hes not running off with them. Its natural for humans too looks at the oppoisite sex. All i asked of him was not too do it in front of me and low and behold he hasn't. 

Dear Old Memorie,
    I remember when I would always think about you coming back into my life. You would come and see me and say you would come back again soon, years later never seen you since. If i where you i wouldn't know what too do either seeing someone that is your own child, that you haven't talked too in years and seeing them i wouldnt know what too say either. I think of you as someone thats nothing in this life. You make stupid decisions in life. I really don't care about you anymore. Good bye forever.